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The others side of my Thought~

Well people kept saying that Gemini is very talkactive- loved in flirting game- and always played to be hard to get- and always have the inconstant feeling or environment and it’s need something to interesting her. Well I don’t know if I like that somehow however, I do love my zodiac personality it’s seem interesting.

But today is just damn hard day for me talk because I had a cold and my ear can’t hear very clearly so I had to talk very loud sometimes. Not to mention – after a few days than I am off to home town which is a very exciting for me, even though I felt bored but going back to my originally came is the best because We suits ourselves easily.Not to mention, when I ” Achh~oo!” Everybody turned around and looked at me then the Korea girl laugh at my sneeze, I smile gently at her and feeling embarrassed for my Sickness of course, I just hope I get well soon and gained a very good result in my SAT exam. Just hope~

Somehow, the day before yesterday, my friend were asking if I and Epothus is addicted to anime. Epothus say something which I can’t hear very clearly then my friend nodded and started to say, ” Do you know that my cousin who is 18 years old is still watching anime..” *in a teasing tone I think*

Then I skip into the conversation and say that, ” What wrong with that? Everybody..” (I was trying to say everybody got their own interest and she just shouldn’t just judge everybody by their interest, and trying to act like a adult because our time will slowly walk towards the adulthood so no need to fast to fall into adulthood just because you going~ )
But she cut off the line by saying, ” I just .. I just..” She looked at me in the eye, feeling hesitated, and I think that she might thought that I was angry at her which I was trying to express my opinion. Suddenly, other people came and change the subject which is a good thing because the atmosphere was quiet tense that time.

Trust me, Gemini do have inconstant mood but they most likely don’t feel like people who isn’t quiet a listener sometimes. However sometimes I ssaw people is trying to be someone else just to try to be in the group. Well I actually is being myself, being quiet if that not my topic, futhermore, I like anime and people is just seem to be more into dating stuff, and love, plus gossip.

I know Teenager Life is not quiet to be easily like a childhood time. No offence ok? I just saying what happen in my daily life- The Truth always the hardest.~

Life us just always had challenges. which according with the idiom ” No pain, No game”. My oldest sister, she actually still in college, and she change the course but the course letter were so late to arrive and finally she decided to go to work. My parents told her to search for other university instead of going to work as my parents still can afford budget and improvement to the family. But my sister kept saying that, “stop forcing me doing what I don’t want to do.”

However let just moved on to my favourites of the week!

Favourites of the week: “Jody, My friend.” song XD

Review: my classmates, Jody made that song which he sang it and MN sang it and suddenly it stuck in my head XD.

Do you notice that girls more likely to use “HOT” on guys that seem attractive, but I more likely to use ” CUTE”. Toma Ikuta which is My favorite actor of the year after watching his acting in Hana kimi, he really good at it. I admire his acting but I more likely admire Johnny Depp if its come to changing personality which I hardly recognized him in other movies when I saw he acting.

Finally~ funny stuff happen and quiet interesting. During music class, we learned how to act. Me, Ami, ST, and MJ as a group performed what in the script. I was the first one to talk which the line is ” Who say- You could come in?”

Which when we performed in infront of our classmates, I just went out with a frightened opening plus with a hight pitched shouting voice accompany by a sudden hit on the floor with my feet saying- ” Who- say you could come in?” I didn’t felt anything that time just act lol~ my friend gave me a review – I suddenly shouted which made everyone seem puzzled. I was quiet happy when she say that because it made every attention came towards our performances and would not fall asleep and being dis-respect-ful like MN say.

That all I can say for now, who know where life going to lead us furthermore, remember one act can change the whole situations which mean every choice has it’s own consequences so think carefully of what you have to do- Today Report done by “sneezing Kaiyu”.

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~Back To Hy-per!~

Today and yesterday on 28 and 29 May, I am just so hyper! I laugh when we just like chasing something- then I laugh when I say something funny well quiet loud actually, after I laugh I just cover my mouth and looked at  people around me.

Then in the morning, I walk to the waiting area which outside the school- and it’s empty, so I yell out,  ” WOO!!!”When I met my friends, I say that I think I am changing now into quiet a crazy person! However, in Geo period class, we played a game called ” 2 truth and a lie”. Quiet fun actually- you just need to guess which is a lie. Well my list of statement is like this:

1) I swim very well.

2) I can change my personality in a split.

3) I allergic to prawns and crabs.

Which is the lie? Number 1 statement.  There some guy say that I had told him, then I looked puzzled, thinking if I ever tell anyone about it. Not to mention, I was very happy because there 4 weeks to go then I’M OFF! (to where? Holiday!)  Now my mission – is to search for my old classmates friends profile! However, I am just lazy to do some revision right now,. all you can heard now is. “Natalie do this-Natalie do that!” SOUND OF YELLING FROM MY PARENTS.. Trust me, that all you can hear from my parents if you in a holiday!

By the way, I really can change my personality into split-sometimes, I am quiet, then I am crazy, then I annoying then I’m a total dumb ass- annoying girl sometimes!

You might had think that this blog is just the same blog like any other blog that about life or something. Sadly to say- it’s the same, like this we can recall what actually had happen in the life and we exactly remember every second that happen in our life – cherish our young life- spend it- but however we just had to fulfill our needs and purpose and find ourselves during this current life-scene. We know we just could  not spin the time again and go back where we left out before. I know I sometimes left a lot of those teenager stuff- however I don’t quiet care because I actually still thinking quiet largely about thing around us- I can’t find my Mr.Right as there no one has the thing that I wanted in them.

~Do you know that  I always  a innocence person? LOL~ just kidding, we aint perfect, everybody makes mistake and that making the clever site came out of them. Sorry I just gotta go, my dad gotta use the computer while he is thinking about spending his time with his language learning and chess board.~

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Massive dIlussion?

Today Miss Lindy didn’t came- futhermore, mine science teacher didn’t came also.I don’t know why- I JUST wish that our math teacher been change into a teacher who doesn’t look more at the physical properties- same just like the idiom called, ” DON’T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT’S COVER.,” Mine math teacher seem to underestimate me because of my lack english speaker, so she gave me a 3-4 paper. Not to mention, every student in paper 2 almost the most majority is fail but I was passed because I got above 30 and it’s made me feel like left out, you know? The feeling that we can’t stood out to be proud of what we are. The thing is, teacher usually cherish the most smart/ normal student because they don’t want to teach something over and over again to the more- THEY just don’t want to work somehow!. NO OFFENCE- I just talking about my math teacher.

Hard to say- I just think that most of my friends seem to be quite proud of themselves, me, myself just have to hide all the feelings of being proud and just think the consequences of the choices I made, slowly look up to the future of what it had become.

I don’t know what happen today- I just felt very empty.. the emptiness within me. For god sake- why don’t the teachers have an observation on their teaching like in my old school- to know what kind of the teacher would like, or the teaching, the attitude, the motivation, despite all those laziness! You must know what is the best for you Generations! For the future!

Okay now- let just stopped about my opinion.- somehow today is just seem motionless to me. I didn’t run into the school yard and suddenly smash the wall down- well not the wall however. I just don’t get it- I didn’t have the feeling of getting up and ready to opened our minds and learned something. Come on! 4 weeks from now, I will be off to HOLIDAY! Yahoo, I got nice result in France and hoping my science and English will be a nice result too!  I just hope!!!

Sad to say People, I think I didn’t let off my imagination run wild today, I seem to be writing shorter and shorter and you can see, futhermore with basic and no purpose of writing, and just a simple life of every teenager is facing right now. It’s may not be all the teenager seem to be facing the same stuff because some of them may facing they largest challenges. We face challenges to be much stronger than we are now- so we can get used to the environment, that full with high spirits that encourage us to battle on! LIve on- till the next day. REmember the spartans movie? It’s just like the history, I like history actually because it’s interesting. THe past life that happen before us! The memories still stuck! I just think if people will still remember me if I dead somehow,.LOL I can’t say about death right now.

However, Let us see how does the life change- we do hate bad people sometimes right?But if we look at the other perspective view,  I remember the first thing my sister say, “Even though we wanted to have good world and environment, still, we still need bad people so the world won’t be so full with bunch of people same with the natural disaster and why they been invented.. In the other word mean: Everything event happen, has it’s own purpose..”

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~Being change?~

Today I woke up about 8 am in the morning, then I went to the bath Tub- thinking how fast has the time passed as today is the day is the second day before the start of the school again- ARGH!! Even though the spring holiday is just about a week, but it’s felt like 3 days somehow..

Nah- Here I am again, watching the changing of our lifestyle each day. You may more concentrate about your physical properties sometimes but do we know what inside? I may not the hottest girl you ever met, but believe, I am the girl who kept you guessing sometimes. My weird personality kept on changing because of my horoscope sign is Gemini and my Chinese zodiac is Dog- which made me, a changing personality psycho girl and loyal ~ I think, however that is just a short info about the true me, because Gemini has a lot of personality, you just can’t judge who am I from what I am writing. You may seen me as a long-writing-anime otaku- maniac girl, but actually I more different from what you compared to me from the Internet.

Now is the afternoon time, actually dad suppose to use the computer to finish his work task but he told me that he going to rest awhile but soon he is asleep, So I grab the opportunnity to update my blog as now my parents asleep- no nice program being show, futhermore not interesting activities to be done.

However, I actually more intereted in searching about my health- we know the our from the perpective view at the academic can change our life forever but somehow, our health also can affect our future, the most nicest advice is to take care your whole body- inner and outside? Yup all of it. Somehow if we look at the conclusion of all this decease or dust- we all have decease same with the dust event sample, you clean and the next second you saw some dust on it AGAIN, because the dust is in the air? Okay skip that- I think that incident may fall to some other conclusion however, I just can’t stopped thinking about what happen to me in the future, whenever I ask my friends that what is their ambition, they gave me an answer, if you ask me, I look very uncomfort because I  actually don’t know what I can actually do- because an ambition required certain stuff they needed from us! My parents were hoping for me to become an dentist when I grown up, I do love Science but My math sucks – because I actually don’t fluent much in english and that why it’s happen.

However gotta go~ someone need to use the computer!

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Dragon Ball Live action Movie!!

I am so Happy!!! Truly Happy- as a Dragon Ball Anime/Manga Lover- I am truly happy!

Dragon ball live action is actually based on a comic/anime from Japan.Huh- can’t wait!!

This year’s 24th issue of Shueisha’s Weekly Young Jump magazine has published the first official full-color image of Justin Chatwin as the main character Son Goku in James Wong’s live-action Dragonball film on Thursday. The film adapts Akira Toriyama’s fantasy fighting manga, which ran in the same magazine from 1984 to 1995. Early this summer, the magazine will publish its next feature article on the film with an on-location report.

Japan will be the first country in the world to screen the film in March of 2009. The film will then open in the United States on April 3. Emmy Rossum (Bulma), Chow Yun-Fat (Master Roshi), James Marsters (Piccolo), Jamie Chung (Chichi), Joon Park (Yamcha), Eriko Tamura (Mai), and Randall Duk Kim (Grandpa Gohan) also star in the international production.

SOURCE:Anime news Network

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The Weirdest Part Of me–

I love Daydreaming- ART- Science and not to mention story books. Sometimes when I totally concentrate on a certain stuff, to made myself more confidence on the result of my work, I will answer myself,” em,.. that right.” That all I do and my classmates that sat beside me will look astonishes and turned towards me and asking if I am okay. Then I laugh and looked at her and say, ” I am fine, I just love to say it.”

This is the Weirdest Part Of me- I know I am weirds- well not that weird just 20%.I love to be different sometimes, well sometimes not always, because sometimes you will felt left out and you suddenly tried to imitate them personality which you don’t belong to. So that why- I am very silents sometimes knowing that I will feel the emptiness in my heart but I will cured once I got back to my hometown’s- Where I belong to. I going to depart to KL on 28 June, we stay there about 2 days. That takes time for me to shopping of course, then we will depart from KL to my hometown accompanying by my siblings from KL. I can’t wait going back to my hometown, where those lovely accessories and cute clothes been modeled outside of the shop cover with the Glass mirror, showing how beautiful it is and the hard work of the people who work on it. A master piece- You gave everything you got, and you will always appreciate of what you had done, cherish it and always kept as a piece of memory that remind of your hard work.

I woke up about 6.oo in the morning, going downstairs, bend my back down on the sofa, watching the TV – with only one thing came into my mind, “I felt very sleepy..” I walk towards my study room, seeing an air bed besides the desk, I went there and slept silently- went towards my Imagination Dream Land – without a single snore. My mom called out my name, I woke up. She given me every task that I had to do for the morning,eg ; cook the rice, making the supper, washing the dishes,sweeping the floor, and washes my face.

Actually I quiet happy for myself- manage a blog like this to express my feeling. I bought a Diary actually but-I didn’t quiet updated it so It’s actually quiet a waste somehow, because I didn’t used it much.

However now I am checking some celebrity pics. Everybody got they own opinion on certain thing. Sometimes it’s too much for us to handle all those opinion but sometimes it’s okay to stand up for ourselves but the most nicest way is to respect each other decision instead of coming out and burst with actack!

END OF REPORT BY KAIYU

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Today might had been more imaginative–

Today I woke up in the morning about 7.50 am, thinking if I can sleep MORE.. rather than sitting around watching Tv during my spring Holiday. I walk towards the mirror organize my hair- made sure there no damage on my hair during this holiday XD.

Oh god!What thing that made you to torture me with today BORING SCHEDULE HOLIDAY! I know I can go studying if I want to during my Fine final Spring holiday (-_-) But really, I do need some Holiday stuff to do example, hanging out with my friends, surfing the internet and watching some NICE MOVIE! Sadly there has no fine movie that I watch, not to mention I just don’t have anything to do else. My siblings in MY doesn’t response anything to me anything, futhermore, they didn’t reply a damn single message I send and all they answer is , “o” or “ok, I know..” THAT ALL?!

To be honest, I love to daydreaming but My imagination can’t go too wild actually, because I will started to laughing all by myself,starting to acting like in my imagination and you might find this crazy of me but trust me, I am still normal but I am still weird as usual.

When I saw some manga – I started to think that even though people having relationship may 64% causes us to be having some physical touch. No offence but if I going to have a relationship and what I going to say to them first is ,“You know we love each other and that all matters, we don’t need to be called as a couple or boyfriend and girlfriend as people usually do..”

That is the USUAL answer you will get from me, as you know that me- is sometimes too Quiet and always keep you guessing what kind of person do I really are. However skip that, let move to the WEIRD part of me. I always started a imagination Right? Everytime I looked through something, I can gained some educational stuff- logical stuff that might been useful to my life even though I am an odinary teenager but sometimes some people doesn’t think the same stuff as me, they seem enjoying theyselves and some people trying to drew attetion. We can see and learn what would happen. As you know, I already done all those ridiculous stuff that my juniors had done so now My job is to observe people and never dare to do those mistake anymore.

It’s hard to say that I never had a boyfriend or a relationship or whatever, because sometimes we felt very envy for those could feel the warmth of Love like ” Do you know how it’s feel like” by Enrique. But Actually I quiet happy being with myself now, enjoying what is infront, You still had your family- friends, and now all you had to do is to accomplish what you have to do during your Young Age. Young Age is fun isn’t it? We have challenges every time and that always makes it interesting. If you already near Adulthood, sorry to say that it’s gotta be a tough luck sometimes,you had to choose your work- to begin your Life source, then you started to growing some saving and when the times came, You never know it’s time to start your own family. and that time you will say the same thing as you parents say always.

Starting from there, You know how much does the life really had changed- even your attitude towards things. You frequently think about the future, what might change next? We smile , slightly watching the sunset.. the birds went to the direction they always had, the birds always know where they had to go, they have they sense and know they purpose of living sometimes- they know what they live for and know where they should go. Sometimes human, spends times more in searching themselves first then they started to know the purpose of life and what does a real life looks like.. Being an Adult or mature, doesn’t mean you had to let go all those entertainment and act serious. You never know that even though you are a grown up, but you still a child sometimes.

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Bambino!バンビーノ!

This is a Drama live action – which is also adapt from a Manga !

The word “bambino” means “baby”, or “playful baby”, I think..

[>-< ] GOSH! I can’t wait to see it’s finish! However let start with the REVIEW.

A drama adaptation of a popular comic written by Sekiya Tetsuji. After a year of working at a neighborhood Italian restaurant, Ban Shogo (Matsumoto Jun), an enthusiastic, cocky young college student from Fukuoka, comes to Tokyo to perfect his cooking skills as a chef in Italian cuisine. He discovers he has much to learn and has to continually prove himself to the very competitive, quick and efficient staff at the upscale Italian restaurant. ( MORE FROM DRAMA WIKI)

Genre: Cooking, Comedy..

Theme song: We can make it by ARASHI.

Episodes: 11

Through this  Drama, I can’t imagine that I will started to like it somehow because I usually love like high school stuft  eg Hana Kimi but This is also Nice! It’s very fascinating seeing the determination of Bam to become a respectable chef. I like the part when he try to smile too, it’s very funny! However I gotta give this drama 4 /5 rating.

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16 April!

This morning- I woke up about 5.35 am. Yawning and stretching my hand- walking towards the window, knowing how fun it is to be free from the Exam! I can relax a bit- wondering how fast the time had flowed- but there has a problem I don’t even know what I should do in my holiday, feel a bit empty maybe it’s because I had just too often being in the Study room, didn’t do anything about study didn’t made me self-content. I remember I always studying and hearing some songs, wondering how long does the test take until the last day came. Imagining how fun it will be when I drink my Frezz and eating any junk food I had after the test. But today is isn’t like the way I think of, I don’t know what I should do. Test just finish. What should I do? Studying? But I just should used this time to collect my favourite song as Fast as I could then I enjoy hearing the songs in my ipod.

I just though about doing a schedule in my holiday- weird huh? I actually WISHES if I could hanging out with my friends- but it’s much better hanging out with someone knows your interest eg family or best friends.However- after the 5 days SAT exam, I experience that English is a the hardest in the comprehension and I should study a lot more stuff in Maths and science? Study MORE.In the mean time, I eat the noodles as breakfast this morning with my family- I hardly can do any task, “LAZINESS APPEARANCE”

I think I just should be calm myself down- take a shower and planned my schedule for today . I updated my old websites- after done my special academy site. I check my crunchy roll account- searching for a new drama to watch but none of it appeared. Break my heart- the owner didn’t upload it. Still, I decided to update my blog that 4 days didn’t update. However- I really hope that my SAT result will be GREAT!

“I HOPE SO…..”

Yesterday I went to City Center- knowing that a Fashion is gotta start on 8.oo pm but I just had to go home on 7.15pm so BYE BYE to fashion show. However I bought a mini black cute skirt added with a white T-shirt which is very CHEAP! I so happy- I holding the shooping bag thinking when or where I gotta wear it! Ahh! I just feel i GOTTA SCREAM – well not that high, lastly I just wanted to added this Quote

= WINDOW SHOPPING INCREASE YOU KNOWLEDGE.=

These weather is so hot- warm but when you get up in the morning, you were hoping the fresh air to as nice boosting energy source but near my placed. Once you opened the window- you could smell the polluted Traffic smell.Every morning I waited outside the yard for bus- and that the smell I got so all I can do is – run back to the house watching through the tiny window waited for the bus to come forward and pick me up.

The stairs creaked- I looked behind me dad had come downstairs went straight to the kitchen- these all I could say- so bye bye I say- * walked slowy, waving my hand at you, breeze blowing my hair. My cheek went red as I saw you turned back- I cried silently wonder when you gotta answering me.* I woke up- and the first thing I ever say during that time is-

“OH- I JUST DREAM!”

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Fri-Day

Today at 5.35 am in the morning, I woke up. The sun rises- You can see how beautiful is the sunshine is that day. I went downstairs knowing that my parents is gotta woke up late so I made some revision about Science and French- Hoping I will remember all the thing that I need to learn.

I Change my clothes and washes my face as the beginning of the day. Later, My dad invited me to go to the Gym with him – I went there, surely there was so Quiet. I started the Exercise accompanying by the Sound of the music in My ipod. After half and a hour past, I was so tired – asking dad to stopped the Exercise Training For today. We went home- seeing mom just finished surfing the Internet. I can her mischievous smile as for today Shopping.

We changing into our casual clothes- prepared to go shopping in Villagio. Seeing mom how frustrated her look during she was thinking about what kind of Ipod or A hp would she buy. As you know, my mom never change her phone since 8 years, so we gotta made today is Special as it could be. She could buy the things she wanted. We bought a N-series Nokia Phone, Dad was so jealous for mom phone speaker but dad Camera is the Best!

Skip that- Mom actually have a Ipod but Mom have 8 G so she don’t need a ipod so she gave it to me and the old one of Ipod had decided to given to my other sister.

I think I had a fever now- My forehead is hot and My throat is sour. I drank a lot of water because I don’t want to have a fever again!! i WOKE on Saturday in the morning as usual- I bring my water bottle downstairs and started to opened the computer to finished my Post for this time. Dad is installed something in his phone but the Install progress haven’t change since yesterday. I bet he gotta mad at me if he know I am using the Computer and may slower the Progress now. But he is still asleep so Nevermind.

After this Post- I going customise my Blogger blog which I haven’t update for a long time. Wish Me luck Guys! Do you know what? I bought a Magazine today, about Quiz and stuft for 2 Riyals! LOL I think I better shut the secret for myself. Just kidding- then I check some of Science Magazines and it’s cost about 30 until 37 Riyals.

Mom slowly wake up early as I did- but she just fall asleep on the Couch. Thinking she is observing me – for me to avoid pornography stuft maybe. However skip that. I think today is the most Tired Day Ever!!!!!!!!!

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