But what you see is may had been Your Illusion- Because the inner heart is always The Truth

Today is the day before school day which is tomorrow, when we came to tomorrow the time less to 3 weeks until holiday. The number seem so short- but the time seem so long for us to see, making us hard to predict the future..

These days- people just judge everything from what they had know example, seeing people wearing black clothes and you started whispering to your friend, that “person” is a Gothic. You can know that now – people is just judging people from their appearance and from what they know. Wondering about why Human is just damn ridiculous-full of curiosity in variety of things. Making us wonder- how should we become one day? Will we become just like them also? Will I always be the same person? Will I .. Can I.. Do I.. Every Question has it’s own explanation- and every explanation has it’s own reason. Fascinating, isn’t it? Life is just like a puzzle Quiz for us and we don’t even know how to solve it so we just had to continue and beard with all things before us.. Some people say that we should look ahead to the future first but then some people say, we should deal with stuff that happening to us now and don’t look in the past.

Saturday, 7th June, 6.45pm:

However now going to say about What did I do today-

Today is just the same as usual, wake up about 6 am then I actually went to bath and washed my selves before the bath water turned into hot -steam water because now is almost near summer season which the only cause of the water turned So hot. Making us felt sticky – and ARgh! I don’t know how to describe is however.

Everytime I get back home from the school -each day is just damn hot, Thing that I was always hope and expected for when I arrive from school is a nice long cool Bath during these hot summer day~ Days by days, I showered hot water- I felt tired but yet relaxed plus very sticky because you came to showered on a hot day and expected for a cool shower suddenly it’s just hot bath- and it’s produce more sweat and made you felt sticking. One day when I get back to Malaysia- I will just say , ” THANK GOD, ” after I showered in a cold bath of course with a little bit of hot water because we don’t want to feel to cold, do we?

l moved here, my face melanin may had produce a lot which cause more brown spot and dark to my skin I think so I better check my face everytime I get home- EVERYTIME of course. We don’t want to look so dark do we, because I don’t want my friends don’t recognize me anymore which is going to be a shame if they don’t recognize me.

Each day- week- time , I came to this blog, Hoping my friend OR visitors may came here and tell me about they daily schedule, sharing they life with me , so the point of this act may had been

=<OBSERVE HUMAN LIFE>=

Hear me now and this is the True me, I don’t know where I should go.. Life has been such a hard thing for me. To be honest, I don’t have an ambition, some people say that we must have an ambition in life but now I think I just should try my best to search it within my life. Today mom kept saying, ” Why you surfing the Internet NoN- Stop? Go read a book or something..” But I had done all of those and that why I surfing the internet because they no more activities that I can do left and others activities is just damn boring!

THAT ONLY FOR NOW BY KAIYU.