Who knows more? Where does life lead us? We might think about it when we just doing something wrong. I realize that my mom have spoken to me more than 2 million words that came out throught her mouth during she bubbling about my stupid mistake that I had done. I never do anything worse than just lying to my mom. That all, it’s all happen when I was in Year 2 still a small child though but I lie a lot , for I was still small doesn’t know much about consequences of my action.
It’s all happen when I was been told by my mom to gave the money to the bus driver where I was so afraid and couldn’t give to he at the end. I just holding the body to the end. At school, I was spending the money with my friend in the canteen which my friend suggest about it. So I accept it, just to get the amount of money dissolves before my eye. I felt guilty when I get home all I know that I was lying that I had gave to the bus driver and I was supposedly just too dumb that time. I was lying through all the difficulties that I just face and finally I was safe. Then the feeling of guilty was too hard for me too hold until I was telling her the truth when she beat me in the room. Totally that time I realize that I not suppose to tell lies from the start just to get safe. Just like the malay idiom, ” sepandai pandainya, tupai menlompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga,” It’s mean, even you so smart to pull that off, but lastly you will fail it also. Sometimes, “The truth always hurt us”.. Who knows what might happen in the end so we just have to beard it till the end.
What might just come in the end may just too hard for us to predict. All we know that we just have to beard all the challenges that infront of us, the outcome is the stuff that we put through our life as a income; Just like the band interest “thinggy” operation.
For now, as a teenager, all we known that is that our mom is stressed and in all ways there only one way for they to release stress, that is find your mistake and yell at you. That what my mom looks like if you know and she is the giving advice typer whether it’s had nothing to do with some stuff lastly she may had to connect some stuff through it. I don’t know how she managed it but I know what kind of person she is like. She like everything organize being the perfect family just like in the magazines, cared for each other and cared about your studies even it’s not like she expected but as long you had done your best, she had forgive but trust me, when she forget her principles of life like we had always recognized through her attitude, lastly she end up being a selfless defense and love to laugh and sometimes the time she made jokes is not in the right time. And I grinned silently for her mistake that time.. Who knows more what could happen? Who knows more?..
REport by Kaiyu in Saturday – holiday day? not yet.
