私の中では

Today I woke up in the morning about 7.50 am, thinking if I can sleep MORE.. rather than sitting around watching Tv during my spring Holiday. I walk towards the mirror organize my hair- made sure there no damage on my hair during this holiday XD.

Oh god!What thing that made you to torture me with today BORING SCHEDULE HOLIDAY! I know I can go studying if I want to during my Fine final Spring holiday (-_-) But really, I do need some Holiday stuff to do example, hanging out with my friends, surfing the internet and watching some NICE MOVIE! Sadly there has no fine movie that I watch, not to mention I just don’t have anything to do else. My siblings in MY doesn’t response anything to me anything, futhermore, they didn’t reply a damn single message I send and all they answer is , “o” or “ok, I know..” THAT ALL?!

To be honest, I love to daydreaming but My imagination can’t go too wild actually, because I will started to laughing all by myself,starting to acting like in my imagination and you might find this crazy of me but trust me, I am still normal but I am still weird as usual.

When I saw some manga – I started to think that even though people having relationship may 64% causes us to be having some physical touch. No offence but if I going to have a relationship and what I going to say to them first is ,“You know we love each other and that all matters, we don’t need to be called as a couple or boyfriend and girlfriend as people usually do..”

That is the USUAL answer you will get from me, as you know that me- is sometimes too Quiet and always keep you guessing what kind of person do I really are. However skip that, let move to the WEIRD part of me. I always started a imagination Right? Everytime I looked through something, I can gained some educational stuff- logical stuff that might been useful to my life even though I am an odinary teenager but sometimes some people doesn’t think the same stuff as me, they seem enjoying theyselves and some people trying to drew attetion. We can see and learn what would happen. As you know, I already done all those ridiculous stuff that my juniors had done so now My job is to observe people and never dare to do those mistake anymore.

It’s hard to say that I never had a boyfriend or a relationship or whatever, because sometimes we felt very envy for those could feel the warmth of Love like ” Do you know how it’s feel like” by Enrique. But Actually I quiet happy being with myself now, enjoying what is infront, You still had your family- friends, and now all you had to do is to accomplish what you have to do during your Young Age. Young Age is fun isn’t it? We have challenges every time and that always makes it interesting. If you already near Adulthood, sorry to say that it’s gotta be a tough luck sometimes,you had to choose your work- to begin your Life source, then you started to growing some saving and when the times came, You never know it’s time to start your own family. and that time you will say the same thing as you parents say always.

Starting from there, You know how much does the life really had changed- even your attitude towards things. You frequently think about the future, what might change next? We smile , slightly watching the sunset.. the birds went to the direction they always had, the birds always know where they had to go, they have they sense and know they purpose of living sometimes- they know what they live for and know where they should go. Sometimes human, spends times more in searching themselves first then they started to know the purpose of life and what does a real life looks like.. Being an Adult or mature, doesn’t mean you had to let go all those entertainment and act serious. You never know that even though you are a grown up, but you still a child sometimes.