2 days left before the last day of school after tomorrow it’s going to be the last day of school. I don’t know what to say, should I be happy or sad? I going to be go back to my country and I going to be happy but being nothing at home and having vacation for 4 days before departing seem a sad thing. I don’t even know what to think about. I finished my novel about 2 times. And now I am memorizing the song for my class assembly. We gotta sing “Forever” by Chris Brown. So I memorizing it now.
I can’t smile. Which is the main problem about me, I can’t smile if they has nothing to laugh about. I just too serious sometimes. I love school. I do, you may think school is pointless but sometimes you think is very fortunate of you for having to learn the meaning of friendship and being fall in love, we gain that all in school, everything happen the same thing, you may hate it but there had a small thing that made you miss it. I love books. I can read a book that are until 400 pages in a day or an evening. I always being a book maniac lover, i GONE mad when I was searching the book that I like. But sometimes I prefer a interesting adventure Quest that full with magics¬!! I love music. When I hear a R&B music I always think if I can dance according to the beat. But, I just can’t.
I love Japan and Anime. Anime mostly from Japan making me know they culture and it’s also making me love Japan. I sometimes think if I could have a Japanese Friend but I know that I just going to be the lamest person they going to meet. Not that a lie actually, when I met them I going to be the first person to giggle the most. I am just too..fanatic. Well sometimes. However, here a little secret=I love my watch. My watch been buy on KLIA, same day as I going to depart to the outside country. That time there a bunch of Japanese student tour there. I just suddenly kept smiling and suddenly I notice there got a nice spiky hair-cute-guy who standing all alone. Gosh, If only I could ask his number. He seem quiet.
I hate being left out- and being underestimate.I know my personality ain’t that strong but I confidence on my sense of direction. emm.. not exactly but kinda. I don’t felt confidence in my love life, because I never had any but I going to wait- for the right person of course. I always seem to be quiet -quiet but actually I talk alot. I dunno why, but I seem to talk alot in the bust- more motivate XD and I don’t even know why.
Everyone has a little dirty secret. Let me tell you my- well I don’t really like somebody for real sometimes. I mean .. That I never ever fall in love, because I think I like them but not I love them and swear to gave them my heart just to be loyal and all that stuff.I just like they, well as a friend of course, as a person for entertain me, or acquaintance. I actually not even sure about all this feeling. My feeling is easy to change so my partner had to be.. someone. I not even tell you who I like now because I am not sure about my feeling. 2 People known this but not the other people. I gotta kick your ass if you tell anyone about my dirty little secret. LOL~
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