Same as usual- no one would ever visit my boring life blog ^_^, same with the typical type of attitude. However, mine goal in each blog post that I write was to archive a long story- just like a never ending story. I just like to write actually. But there no point of saying it however, no one would even care even though they say they would.

Again-it’s a typical attitude. Today I just finished my novel reading- it’s called “Becareful what you wish for”. It’s a quiet a interesting romantic and comedy novel; plus- I just been thinking of buying some new novels lately just to kept me from thinking about the upcoming SAT examination next year-. Gosh- I really need to study now, I had planned all the activities that I wanted to do for my summer holiday, but none of it I already done  XD. I

The list:

1) Go exercise in the park every morning.

2) study all my weak subject.

3) meet my all friends.

4) shop my most wanted things..

I haven’t done any of it- further more, I feeling very hesitated whenever I think about the list. I consider of crossing out all of them and don’t do neither of them. But I just has to stick to the damn plan. The damn plan..what have I been expected these days?

Today task is- packing stuff

I felt sleepy today- But tommorow I gotta go my parents village as visiting. I find it very amusing. Because- em, what do i had to tell you anyway?

However, my blog- still no one visit it, only a bunch of people who interested in my life would care to read it anyway. But I find my life is interesting, full with some experience. Even though I never experience anything within my lovelife. Sometime I worried if there anyone who like me? Because I don’t want to get lonely by myself by the age of 30 above, you know.

I so gotta go now, despite my laziness. I hurried to the bathroom for a loo. However good bye for now people- Hope you had a nice summer holiday! Same with me, I guess.

Report by unpatience Kaiyu.

I just love Fashion don’t you?

Today is the end of the week~ 1 week left then I just off to Vacation and gone back to my hometown. I am just so happy. The feeling of awaited those days kept me excited! But it’s seem like waiting one month seem so fast but waiting one week to go seem just so SLOW.. Don’t you think so? Especially when You forgot the time has passed so fast and you just wished it became longer¬!

Time don’t wait us, and you know¬! You want to grown up, Time will passed don’t push yourself too hard. If you ask me, I gotta say I don’t want to grow up! Being a teenager- messed up stuff and making silly mistake is just me, asking direction when I got lost between the middle, that just me, what else you could expect? What more you can expect? A simple girl just like me, who ain’t popular in school and doesn’t been care much, is just me~ I am just a girl who is watching the silly mistake and learned from them just like watching a movie even though is not me making those mistake but learning from them is a big learning and gave us a lot of knowledge. Furthermore, I love school sometimes, and you may not, you can’t say much because is just me. I love being around with my friends even though I didn’t been noticed, Is just me and you can’t say much, because you doesn’t even know my deepest secret. You don’t even know what knowledge I may had, I seem quiet and doesn’t always shared some stuff, because I just being self critical. I ridiculous and I know it! I seem dumb- I know¬! We human live in this world seem to judge from what they know but not what they seen inside us. I don’t care who I be friends with because I expect a good friend. A friend who knows me and doesn’t really care much about who I really are either. The one who will forgot the past and continue they life is the one who will truly get a hold of they life.

My life, your life? Today seem like the last day of the week, we had free time, no homework, Furthermore, teacher doesn’t even care much about what happen these day, and we had our last activities of our club. We eat and we talked. I walking around~ feel lively around people, seeing people who struggle to go on with they life seem like a small journey but within the soul, it’s actually very big. We laugh- we smile- we cry and we sad, we all got emotions. But we all doesn’t know the real feeling behide it. Some people cry because they happy or laugh. Some people feel sad because they being love, and some people being happy when they got hurt. We doesn’t know anything~ neither do they- life is like a puzzle, every small discovery that you just found out, is actually the pieces that will form your life.

Usually in the computer I spend my time watching clothes the fashion they wear and the clothes website. I love to see clothes design the texture and stuff. LOL~ I getting too much now ^^. I spend my time in computer watching those stuff and sometimes my mom accompany me. Watching what people wear and how they organize those, don’t you think it’s very important to wear good clothes and a sense of fashion sometimes for certain occasion?

Let just talk about clothes today ok?? I know I had been a long time that I didn’t login hhuh~however let just go on.

If fashion style I love Japan! I like Gothic Lolita style, I don’t know why but it’s cute furthermore the loose socks style is just so nice, it’s texture just nice! Can’t say more T.T but I know it’s nice!. However if Nice fashion design, I gotta choose Korea because there one Designer clothes that from Korea is my favourite one! Especially those who design for Teen Clothes- Don’t they look cute!! And cool of course ^^. If about accessories I gotta pick China instead, because they lot of cute accessories for you to wear and cheap.

That all I gotta say for now~ I had nothing to say now as I am just being lonely, and weird so bye I say.

WEIRD REPORT BY KAIYU.

Today is the day that is full with wonderful surprise and full with loneliness!

This morning, I actually want to change my hairstyle into like Japanese hair style but My mom cut off  the line and tell me to tie ponytail as always. Huh~ how dreadful!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love to be independence but My mom sometimes just want to tie my hair, ok what wrong with that? Well, I don’t like being helpless! I want to be strong so anyone can hold on to me and believe that I will help them. I just hope it will happen to me even though it’s just one person! It’s just damn enough for me!!!!!!!

However let just skip to the bus time, I went to the bus and sit at the back with Victoria and Noor. We talked and talked and talked until we arrive at school. At school, the gate were just opened. Today I can’t face it, the loneliness that went swept inside me when I was sitting in the science, seeing people went laughing and talking as if there nothing happen. Mrs Helen came saying that the Book day is going to be held on Thursday and when we came, we came as dressing as the book character that we like,  I smiled happily thinking about how fun it’s will be on Book day. But when I get back home, I turned to the Book day subject. Suddenly realised it’s wasn’t as easy it’s will be. Being the book character really need a huge supplies especially clothing. I didn’t have any book at home as I was just borrowing books from the library so I decided that I going to wear the pink dress on Thursday as the Pink Chamelion character which the girl wear a pink dress and I only has pink sailor uniform just the Japanese style. From this view, you can notice that I so in love with Japanese stuff especially they skirt design is just damn nice!!!!! However I still thinking what book character that I going to be, well I can’t not be a manga character because that what My teacher informed me. So I better off with the pink sailor uniform even though it look weird as the pink chamelion character!!

As usually I never went online in MSN. But today is special because I need to discuss about the Journalism Club stuff. I going to do some certificate and then helped Shatha with the Mystery teacher hints. Then after that, we went talk and talked. That all for now..

But still after all those chatting and I still can’t think about My book character!!!!Argh~ I rather don’t came but I love to try! Please somebody tell me what should I be or just suggest a story book character to me, could you?

REPORT DONE by KAIYU.

Question for everybody: What story book character should I be?

But what you see is may had been Your Illusion- Because the inner heart is always The Truth

Today is the day before school day which is tomorrow, when we came to tomorrow the time less to 3 weeks until holiday. The number seem so short- but the time seem so long for us to see, making us hard to predict the future..

These days- people just judge everything from what they had know example, seeing people wearing black clothes and you started whispering to your friend, that “person” is a Gothic. You can know that now – people is just judging people from their appearance and from what they know. Wondering about why Human is just damn ridiculous-full of curiosity in variety of things. Making us wonder- how should we become one day? Will we become just like them also? Will I always be the same person? Will I .. Can I.. Do I.. Every Question has it’s own explanation- and every explanation has it’s own reason. Fascinating, isn’t it? Life is just like a puzzle Quiz for us and we don’t even know how to solve it so we just had to continue and beard with all things before us.. Some people say that we should look ahead to the future first but then some people say, we should deal with stuff that happening to us now and don’t look in the past.

Saturday, 7th June, 6.45pm:

However now going to say about What did I do today-

Today is just the same as usual, wake up about 6 am then I actually went to bath and washed my selves before the bath water turned into hot -steam water because now is almost near summer season which the only cause of the water turned So hot. Making us felt sticky – and ARgh! I don’t know how to describe is however.

Everytime I get back home from the school -each day is just damn hot, Thing that I was always hope and expected for when I arrive from school is a nice long cool Bath during these hot summer day~ Days by days, I showered hot water- I felt tired but yet relaxed plus very sticky because you came to showered on a hot day and expected for a cool shower suddenly it’s just hot bath- and it’s produce more sweat and made you felt sticking. One day when I get back to Malaysia- I will just say , ” THANK GOD, ” after I showered in a cold bath of course with a little bit of hot water because we don’t want to feel to cold, do we?

l moved here, my face melanin may had produce a lot which cause more brown spot and dark to my skin I think so I better check my face everytime I get home- EVERYTIME of course. We don’t want to look so dark do we, because I don’t want my friends don’t recognize me anymore which is going to be a shame if they don’t recognize me.

Each day- week- time , I came to this blog, Hoping my friend OR visitors may came here and tell me about they daily schedule, sharing they life with me , so the point of this act may had been

=<OBSERVE HUMAN LIFE>=

Hear me now and this is the True me, I don’t know where I should go.. Life has been such a hard thing for me. To be honest, I don’t have an ambition, some people say that we must have an ambition in life but now I think I just should try my best to search it within my life. Today mom kept saying, ” Why you surfing the Internet NoN- Stop? Go read a book or something..” But I had done all of those and that why I surfing the internet because they no more activities that I can do left and others activities is just damn boring!

THAT ONLY FOR NOW BY KAIYU.